hard

It is hard to be positive with so much negativity lately...but...I am thankful for medical intervention...yes, indeedy I AM!

Family

I am very thankful for family right now especially for my Sister in law and Brother in law they surprised us last night but bringing us 10 Freezer meals to help us out when we need it...it makes life so much easier to know we have back up food in the freezer on days we can't get it together. And for my Mother in law who is willing to help out whenever and where ever...

The journey

Honestly after all that has happened I am most grateful that I am alive and so is August (baby) after talking to my friend Amber and hearing her experience with a stroke with her 5th pregnancy I have a lot to be thankful for. Not that she had harder issues per se but that her warning signs were far and few compared to mine...I have had so many "signs" that I am surprised that I haven't been given an MRI before landing in the hospital. Nonetheless I am extremely thankful the fact that it isn't worse and that we are both still alive and that I have great supportive Dr's that are doing everything to keep us both safe. Most importantly I have to give it up to my husband Nathan who is AMAZING! All that he does and all that he puts up with being married to me...I am one really really lucky girl!